mo negetai na kigasuru.
Monday, June 13, 2011 
11:13 PM ♥
i know well. somewhere deep within my heart.
still wants you.
still wants to go back to you.
still loves you deeply.
still hurts alot.
i'm already trying my best to forget you, everysingle day. everytime, i see something, or
when i heard something. i'll get instantly reminded of you again.
images of you and flashbacks of us are haunting me every single day.
sorry that i love you
sorry that i missed you,
sorry that i fell so hard.
all i want is to be like how we used to be.
i just want to be happy.
i just want the old you back.
i just feel like running away now.
everysingleday feels this painful.
i don't want to remember anything anymore.
walls are slowly building up in my heart.
soon enough its isolated.
you meant the entire world to me, you were my everything.
why did you took watched me walk away without stopping me and happily went with another and took my everything along with you ? i'm stucked here left with nothing & in pain. why can't you just understand?
i'm not that strong. i'm not so strong like you expected me to be.
i'm crying myself to sleep everynight. why ? everyday i'm asking myself the same question .
why is it all different? time changes. people changes. heartchanges, thinking changes, pain suffocates.
pain will soon takeover. and i'm gonna change into a monster. to someone i'm not anymore.
"It's hard to fake a smile when your heart can barely breathe"
Labels: itai sugiru .
♡ 
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
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18, Scorpio, Ex-Merahan, Sp DTRM 02.
Tennis, Japanese Cultural Club, Stargazer.
i love honest people and people who treats me well.
i detest cheaters,
i despise liars,
i hate two faced people.
i am a great fan of jpop & anime.
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♥mo negetai na kigasuru.
Monday, June 13, 2011 11:13 PM ♥
i know well. somewhere deep within my heart.
still wants you.
still wants to go back to you.
still loves you deeply.
still hurts alot.
i'm already trying my best to forget you, everysingle day. everytime, i see something, or
when i heard something. i'll get instantly reminded of you again.
images of you and flashbacks of us are haunting me every single day.
sorry that i love you
sorry that i missed you,
sorry that i fell so hard.
all i want is to be like how we used to be.
i just want to be happy.
i just want the old you back.
i just feel like running away now.
everysingleday feels this painful.
i don't want to remember anything anymore.
walls are slowly building up in my heart.
soon enough its isolated.
you meant the entire world to me, you were my everything.
why did you took watched me walk away without stopping me and happily went with another and took my everything along with you ? i'm stucked here left with nothing & in pain. why can't you just understand?
i'm not that strong. i'm not so strong like you expected me to be.
i'm crying myself to sleep everynight. why ? everyday i'm asking myself the same question .
why is it all different? time changes. people changes. heartchanges, thinking changes, pain suffocates.
pain will soon takeover. and i'm gonna change into a monster. to someone i'm not anymore.
"It's hard to fake a smile when your heart can barely breathe"
Labels: itai sugiru .
♡
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November 2010
