even though i shouldn't care.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011 5:43 PM ♥


I can't explain how painful it is to wait for something that never comes. Never.

The worst feeling in the world is when you know you are losing someone and there's nothing that you can do to prevent being replaced.

I just miss you talking to me. I miss the way we used to make each other smile and laugh.

I miss you so much even though you're not mine to miss.  -FalseApathyy
hello. here to post for today, today was a longlong day. wokeup late in the morning and
went to meet chenhui at tiong's taxi stand. we took cab to school and there the assembly starts.
it rained today morning, i ♥ rain ^^. i have muscle ache today ): now still have, probably from
the match yesterday hahaha.
during combine humanties, it was terribly boring. before going into the class. some cbkia purposely stay and stare at me. i stared back at her and gave her a disgusting face, then went into the class.
had my 100plus from sekaran. though i dont exactly like 100plus, i still drunk it.
maths class, we learned direct and inverse proportion. abit confusing to me,
but i still can manage it though.
recess took away from canteen to mrs. tay's class to eat. then for chem, revised ionic and
covalent bonding. then after chem is english. english super slack and sian lah.
i over there no mood do any work, then busy playing with my friends - madeleine, chenhui, xuefang ☺
after school. went to the computer lab with nini to wait for oral. on the way, accidentally saw the same person when i walking down stairs, but i don't give a damn either :X
miss kong came and got me to go to the canteen to get some food to eat LOL.
brought some biscuit and got back to the computer lab.
before 2.30, everyone was assembled and miss neo came, she said i look nervous,
i don't even have any idea how i look like, and i don't even know i am nervous,
she help me adjust my tie and she said she was trying to make me laugh when she scolded them
to let me relax abit, i was touched by that :3 miss neo saiko ! ♥
the oral didn't went that well, i greeted good morning instead of afternoon and the
rude examiner on the right corrected me "it's afternoon"
i said sorry and i took a sit. i started reading the read aloud passage and the examiner on the right
together with the kind one on the left stare at me read, i feel very pressured and i read wrongly.
next, i tried to say as much as i can without saying any singlish in the picture discussion area.
the stupid rude examiner at the right side then went on doing her nails, such a rude examiner==
then when it's conversation, it's do you keep up with the latest fashion trend, i answered no.
and continue talking, then next topic in conversation - do you think the society is competitive.
i said yes and blablabla. then after the thing end, i went out and i panicked and felt so scary LOL.
then, i came home after making a trip to popular to buy foolscap.
thinking back to when i was in the holding room, i did my best to not take a glance at you. i kept looking away to the other side. cause the min i see your face, thousands of memories run through my head,
and things that could've happen if certain things didn't happen. too much for me to think, so i ended
up trying to look away. but i saw your dreamy face. reminded me of how childish you were. but well whatever. i'll have to get over this someday and stop hoping things would go back to the way it was.
i know it's not going to happen. stop hoping for a comeback oh wei zhen. bye, end of post.

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