2013 Jan-Apr

Wednesday, August 28, 2013 1:20 PM ♥


It has been a long time since I post. 
It's holidays now! I'm back here to post. 
After O'levels last year, time passed so slowly,
One day seemed like a week.
But before I knew it, time flew and it's 2013 August is coming to an end. 
I'm sure that soon after, winter would be arriving.
A picture speaks a thousand words, So I'll let the pictures explain :) 
JANUARY
Finished last day of work at ikea and celebrated in xinwang

Went to the airport to welcome hoying back from Hk.

O'levels result day
FEBRUARY

Edwina's birthday celebration

Went newyear shopping with them

Chinese new year period day 1 and 2

Chinese new year period day 4, I got Starry (pinkbear) from my parents.

Cny River Hongbao
Ice skating with chenhui (sec school bff) and weiling (pri school bff)
Celebrated Liya's bday with felicia and co. (:
MARCH
Went to eat Vivo at clarke quay central with xue (:
Made my first homemade pankcakes

Went to the Underwaterworld with Xue and Madeleine ^_^
Went out with them (sec school friends) for a catchup session 
Went to Kbox with Bffs before school started (:
My very first group of friends in SP. The SP'ians 13 committee ^ ~ ^

My first time participating in organisation of an event, SPians'13 2nd event, sentosa.
I was in charge of Charades station with Isaac 
Went to 18'chefs for dinner 

APRIL
First day of school, with WeiLiang and Brasel :D
With my SPian's 13.
With SPians'13
With my class(DTRM 02)! 
Celebrated Hoying's birthday together with chenhui 
Met up with SPians'13 at night together with hoying
Polaroid with my Andrea from SP'ians'13
With the SP dance people (From freshmen orientation party night) (:

These photos pretty much sums up all the events from jan to april this year.
There were so much meetings with new people, getting to know them and making friends.
It was wonderful. I never imagined that I'd meet so many nice people!
Had tons of fun with them. Playing, Eating, Stressing, Having fun.
Too much photos already hehehehee
 I'll update again for may - august!

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Omoi: Year 2012

Wednesday, November 28, 2012 1:36 AM ♥


Hello.
Long time no post.
It has been long since I last used my blogger, so I figured that
no one would bother to view it anymore, which is good since I can now post freely
without having to think what people will see about how I really feel.
To be honest, I'm using my Tumblr much more frequently than blogger.
Because I just have to reblog photos that are amazingly beautiful
or black and whites that I can relate to.
I guess a picture speaks a thousand words, so all these photos would've explained
the things that happened.

▲ Many things have changed as time flows.▲
▲All the wonderful memories I made. I gained friends, but I lost some.▲
 ▲Since last year, a few of us went separate ways, and things changed drastically.▲
 ▲We used to have so much fun, we didn't care about what others think of us, we were bestfriends.▲
▲But time passed, humans changed. I've became a bad person, I ruined it all.▲
▲I miss those years so much, I miss them all so much. I want to return so much.▲
▲How I wish I can go back and mend everything. With my friends, with him, with everyone.▲
 ▲I changed, I was selfish. I drifted from her, I lost a precious friend.▲
▲Those times were my most valuable treasure.▲
▲I lost yet another friend. I wasn't honest with myself.▲
▲Maybe we would still be friends if I wasn't so indirect and self-centered.▲

I wished I grew up, but I only wanted to be happy, for everyone to be together.

Year 2012:
I've lost so much, too much. I only have little friends,
because I have a bad personality. I have a lousy character.
Therefore it was really hard, to find them, to find someone 
who accepts me as I am.They're hard to find. I finally found them. 
Yet I lost a few, because I was selfish. 
Even though it's a few, the loss was so much more than gain.

He was the most important person to me.
But I had to leave him in the past.
There was nothing I could do.
I wished I was dead.
I felt that I would die, without him by my side, because he was so precious.
But because he was so precious to me.
So precious that I'm afraid I will tear him apart.
All the more I had to let him go, because he don't belong with me.
He belongs with her. He's much more happier with her.
So I can't be so selfish all the time. I had to let him go. I had to wish him happiness.
I'm barely coping with my own mind, my own thoughts.
I still regret, no matter what I did, I can't erase my past mistakes.
I can't get him back anymore. I've hurt them so much
No matter what I did, I would never be able to atone for my mistakes.
But because they were the ones who never left me, the one who saw the real me, but
despite knowing how ugly I can be, they're still there. 
Therefore they're precious to me, all the more.
All the more, I have to protect them, protect their happiness.
All the more, I can't be selfish anymore. I have to put their happiness as my priority. 





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