itami te nani.

Thursday, August 25, 2011 10:55 PM ♥



somehow i just want to forget everything that relates to you.
every single thing.
i am too lazy to even post a blog nowadays. i never even reblog anything in my tumblr.
i do update my twitter from time to time though.
n' levels closing in, i'm in a bind. i have no idea to go floorball division two match or
not to go. i'm pressurized. my studies are falling downwards. i have to study more.
yet i can't skip out on floorball too. i feel like it would be my fault for not helping my teammates
if i could them if i am there. however, i still don't know uh.
today is a thursday yet it feels like friday.
many things ran through my head today. i keep thinking of you. it's like a bomb of memories
exploding whenever memories flashed through my head.
i want to get you out of it. i don't want to think of you anymore.
i don't want to hold onto this useless false hope anymore. i hate you to the core.
yet i can never hate you fully. nasakenai ne?
hahs. anyways i updated my blog link with new photos and my featured with new animation.
even my own animation i also added new ones.
since i haven't been updating my blog, i made some modifications to suit my feel when i come back.
my playlist has a complete expoding songs of 54 tracks. I think i am going crazy already. so many tracks.
but whatever. i don't give a damn.

walls are building up. walls that no one would ever overcome, thicker than ever. stronger than that of steel.
i'm just too afraid of everything.
enough of those tortures. i don't want to suffer from loving you one sided anyways, but because of you,
i just can't stop myself from loving you. fucking false hopes are holding me high up, and i know,
somewhere in the sky, i would i dropped and i would die from that falling pressure.

i pierced my ears last week. it doesn't hurt one bit surprisingly.


If there is one thing can't take, it's being deceived, and they always know when they're being deceived.

The positive traits of a are determination, diligence, charm, refinement and a sense of purpose.

The negative traits of a are being vindictive, jealous, inflexible and introverted.

The sign is associated with Intensity, passion, and power.

is the opposite zodiac sign of Taurus.
It is very difficult to pretend or fake in front of a so don't even try it.


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 it sucks most when you can't have what's right in front of you. -


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